Oh chicken rice

Every time I walked past the chicken rice stall, it takes up alot of determination and strong will power for me to turn it down. And I have to walk the same route to get my sans-pork lunch, ie. bread with yogurt.

The aroma is so captivating and so tantalizing. I would sometimes steal a whiff and visualize myself enjoying a packet of warm, juicy, mouth watering chicken rice.

I would then feel so guilty for coveting something I have checked off from my losing weight regime.

So today, I have sinned.

I broke all rules and devoured with all my might, savoring every sinful moments. At that point in time, it was worth it, every single chew. To end with cherry on top, I took a nap right after.

Like a child caught holding a half eaten chocolate cake, I looked down and felt so ashamed of myself. 

But hey, I am a woman. It's my entitlement to have decided against something and then feel guilty after committing it.

So to make myself feel better, I went to the gym and ran my life away.

I felt so good about myself that for dinner, I had Portobello mushroom from Carls Junior.

my usual lunch. Baby carrots

Oh by the way, I have shed off 1kg. 4 more to go!





"I guess I don't mind so much being old, as I mind being fat and old" - Peter Gabriel